SWEET BAJEEBAZS!
my senior capstone project: REDESIGNING the interior AND exterior of the sage graphic design building. and i DO mean "redesign"....
straight up words on the walls, ceiling to floor, inside and out.
paula schear, eat your HEART out.
AMEND1: oh, and i talked to jim yesterday.... NY school artists are showing at opalka next year... this show is like his BABY, he's been trying to put it together forever.... and guess whose doing the catolouge....? i'm choosing my own damn paper this time too. shits gonna be PERFECT!
you know i did pretty good on my business final, too...? i blame it on the view... the meeting of the music minds got pushed back to wed, i think... jon cant do it fri or sat, and sunday button is helping his sister move out of her dorm... which i think leaves wed. yeah. hope i can wait till then. jon asked me to come with.... i'm pretty psyched. haven't hung out at a practice for awhile... and thats my ultimate favorite part about knowing dudes in bands.... i love just hearing them jam out, mess up, call each other names, lol...
AMEND2: so listen. jeff calls, after i already left him an email letting him know i'm not going to make it to the movie tonight for all this shitting work i have to finish... he didnt get it, called anyway, i explained, he said okay, but normally when he says it like "that" he's pissed, and i understand him being upset because i pushed for this all week. i really DID want to go, i'm just SO exhausted.... so i called him back, asked what time they were going, who was going.... i heard the roster and decided i just didnt have enough energy to deal with it tonight. i apologized...and this is where shit gets nutty.
there was a whole lot that comes after this, but i gotta tell you, im so fucking sick of it. like SICK TO FUCKING DEATH. i'm on the defense with this group, big time. the sheilds are fucking set at maximum. and its making me into something i am totoally not. i have ben SO hapy these past few weeks, just fucking ON THE BALL with everything, at school, in my personal life... my anxiety has gone just about completely away. until tonight, until i was faced with the group and the prospect of the fucking drama.