I actually woke up this morning thinking about Jeff and California....
I just can't believe he's going. I mean, we haven't been very far apart for so many years....
FUCK!
i can't believe how fucking sad i am.....
amend1 (i know there will be more than 1 today....): jeff is talking me into going to.... like i said, i had been checking into san francisco for the intership at chronicle this summer. adobe is out there, too. so are MAD cheap art schools.... and the weather rocks hard.
i've got to finish at sage, first though. i have to finish SOMETHING so i can START with something out there.... plus, if i do really well next year, maybe i can milk jean for that recommendation to chronicle.... god, would that be a fucking dream come true or what?
(sigh)
so i just heard from jon and it's official: he can jam with the band this weekend. button says he wants to play out this summer if they can: I'm assuming they've already got a shit load of stuff and just need jon to learn it. they seem to practice alot -- every wed night, and on the weekends... i wonder when he has time for his job and homework? jesus....
i told him the service fee for hooking this up if a ride in the batmobile....
i don't know if i WANT to leave NY just yet. with mac, i dont think i really CAN. but in the next year or so it should be managable....and i certainly CERTAINLY wouldn't mind the weather....
god, what would i paint?
amend2: can you belive it? i actually didn't have anything else to say....i felt obligated to put SOMETHING here though, considering how i said earlier it might not be the only one.... i'm at least TRYING to be consistant, also considering how i told you i wasnt POSTING anymore....
cold medicine's making me.... oh, there's something i can write! i just fisnished another project for harold: its called "comics stripped" its pretty gay, i needed a quick project. i ripped a whole bunch of my comics into long strips, staples them together in odd orders, cut the boards to fit, and ironed the bags so they, too, were the same size..... what would be really cool is if i cold find a little boxto put them all in.... OH WAIT! i just had a better idea....i'm gonna run the "books" i made through the paper shredder and put them in the bags.... then bind the BAGS like they were pages in a book......wow. i just worked all day on this other shit for nothing....
i keep telling myself, if i'm going to do conceptual work, it ALL has to be planned ahead of time. see, with me, i'll give something a name then think of a way i can "adjust" the project to fit the name better..... i need to start calling everything "untitled" just so i'll stop fucking with it.