i suck so much ass.
why i cant get my shit together when it comes to relationships is beyond me. i know i shouldn't go for the unavailable ones, i know i need to just find myself a good ol' farm boy and just settle down. yuppers. thats what i need to do. and maybe someday i'll come to my sense and do just that. but for now....
yea, well. the story with me never changes, does it?
at least i know what's coming.