i couldnt have been any more chicken shit....
or anymore spastic on the phone....like 20 things happened the second he called...figures.
but coffee was so nice.... i love how he smells, and his eyes, and just how amazingly sweet he is... i was a dick. i should have let him buy my drink; i think i hurt his feelings when i didnt. god, hes so fucking accomadating.... just so willing to do anything for anyone.... i love that about him. but hes uber busy, too, so it all barely makes sense to me.... lol, HE makes no sense to me. this whole thing, nothing that it is, makes sense to me.
god, i think i'm totally starting to fall for him...
maybe its just because i've seen him everyday since last friday....and will again until saturday... lol, and i'm not even sick of him.... in fact, i just want to see him more.... i cant wait till tomorrow, till the digital page opening, and meeting up with him afterwards.... and finally finishing the cd...
it was too cute, i'm usually the calm one, not worried about deadlines... on the phone a while ago, he was the one playing it cool... he plays everything cool. we are SO opposite.... he's so laid back and relaxed, and i'm just so all over the place.... but in a way, that sort of works...
man! i need to get him out of my head.... i'm just SO TOTALLY NOT READY....
i just cant help wondering what it would be like to kiss him, espceially with that hair....
stopping....