2004-04-17

4:06 a.m.


sighing drunk

oh my, what a fucking day! or nght, or whatever, lol...

as stupid as it is for oing it, it feels so so so so so good to be this trahed, lol. funny how if happened too cause sarah olya nad i ent to harolds show and ended up stayin lateer than we expected. we bumeped into illie and tm, then all of a sudden, i turn aroun dand buttn was there, just chil on lark street with his stupid secy cigarrette, all james ean and urt cobain and what not. so sinne yes men was a little tense today, we decided, you know what, its 9:30, we're pretty past getting an more work done (considerin wed been working sinve about 6:30 am), and lo, just HIT THE FUCKING BARS.

button is crayz cool to chill with. very much himself. he seemed a lot less tense in everyday situation, unlike schoo l where he'll barly talk. i love his voice. but lol, hes and artist AND a musician... i should know better than tis....

we just chilled anyway. it was nice. but olya keeps calling him my boyfreind now becayse she said he was staring at me alot of the night. lol, i idnt notice. myabe my long island ice ea(S) did.

well, i thnk im not going to amke it campongm lol. thats okay. it will be better to wait untl schools over for that, so i can rteally take the time. my mom left me an email today about hitting the jersey short in 3 weeks.... i told her im so there.

(sigh)

i needed tpnight. just to breal loose and be dumb for one night in three months. not that i was ense, just really erall really really needed to havea totally fun time... amd we had a ball, lol.... i dont know if anyon living on lark street was too pleased with my lung wrenching rendition of "love is only a eeling", but lol, thats okay.

and dudes, i finally got my indian food. the shalimar ROCKS.

oohhh...but my tummy doesnt after curry and vodka, blech. okay, going to bed so i can wake up before noon to get back to work....god, i cant wait for this project to be over!!!

(DEEE:P sigh)




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