WELL!!!!!! im drubk. i drove home from around the corner, which is TERRIBLE, but... its only around the corner. and i needed it.not the driving, but the drinking. and maybe i should have walked
man, i need to get laid. this has been like thelongest dry spell, ever. not that i totally mind. its kinda empowering being boyfriend free.
and i am too horribly drunk to be doing anything anyway.
but i DO want mike, with his stupid sexy eyes and hid stupider stexy hair and that voice, oh my god, and that brain!.
man, i really fucking want mike!!!! why cant we just get drunk togetjher and fuck our brains out>???? doesnt that sounds great?
o also think i wish i could try it again with levi. like no be dickeheads, jus cool, rational people. at the very least, i wish things between us were differrent...... god, how can i still want himm, after all this....? i AM ducking drunk.
maube we'll never be freinds. cause i dont think he'll ever stop thinkin gi'm a crazy biotch or whatever. and thats prolly my fault fpr being so stpid atrounf him (tonight, POINT AND CASE). \
so, whateer. i cvan only br mr. i can only be me. i can obkly be ,e. wether je loikles mer pf =n0t [iht oojer
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and right now,thats mighty drunk.